So I had Earl's Swensen after work yesternight with a friend of mine. Oh thanks for the treat. And yes, the sirloin steak was yummy. And the Sticky Chewy Chocolate has always been the best. Thanks once again. And great! Thanks for curi-curi taking my picture while I was digging in the ice cream. Grr.
After dinner, headed to Bugis to meet Mar and her cousin to grab some shawl. Shawl, for me, of course. Then we chilled out at Food For Thought cafe where I had my hot Camomile Tea and they bought desserts. As I being always the kepo-nak-rasa one, tasted the Butterscotch Peach Crumble and the Banana Chocolate Maltesers. Super shioook. But still, after having a cold ice cream earlier on at Swensen, I tone down myself by just having a hot drink. Yeah say pathetic. But I was so awfully full. So I just envy them, hahs.
By the way, I just voted 1 for Sezairi, tsk.
Okay, this is gonna be so tak penting, but I find it interesting though. While I was at my doorstep, getting ready to headed down to work just now morning, there's this Chuppa-Chup on the shoe wardrobe outside the gate, and a small post-it note by the side says, "...good morning, i just like your style... especially your new tudung style... jaga diri..."
What the...
Tomorrow I might be taking half day leave. Meeting Abang Nizam (eh hello! wave wave!) for some good catch up. Yeah. Basically just that. & I seriously can't wait for this coming weekend. Saturday with my beloved Dee & Sunday for some Yard sale plus little cousin's birthday! Ah yes, speaking of which, need to hit Toys'R'Us tomorrow. Chao!
Frankly speaking, Ive been there, done that. So all I need now is for you people to respect me and my current situation. Stop giving me assurance and whatever confiden-miden-peh, you know.
Just go fishing lah you people.
No. Im not mad. The thing is, I don't know. I'm lost. And I totally have no idea where I stand right now. Seriously, I used to talk alot, share alot, especially speak out alot. But now, Im a bit unkept. Back to old me. There's no more, "..syaz, jangan simpan-simpan, cakap lah.."
Do listen to them and vote for them! One vote per hour ;)
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Meeting Marhammah later for lunch at LJS. Any new good food? :)
Anyhoos, back to the story. One word, 'what'? That's all? That's freaking all? Eh, konfem tak konfem joy? Oh wait that's like one, two, three oh 11 words already. Okay best. What a night to release my stress out. End up tambah stress lagi ada. Should have proceed with 2012. But nah, planned to watch with Yan. So see how.
Work has been unfair to me lately. Just because of this particular promotion that was going on for the month of September and October, I HAD to spend alot of my days 'volunteering' for them and it means MY daily work will be pile up, and yes, da pile up pon. At the end of the day, "eh where are those people went to? promotion finish you all also bye bye?" Now what? I gotta do my own work balik and nobody's helping me. So sian.
Ah. Better still some people still care and even keep asking me to keep on smiling. Da lah, Merry Christmas!
Eh belom.
...sebab aku kan bebal dan membebankan.
& look! Oh my little Sufian sayang just got his boxer-yang-ketat-tersendat since my birthday. LOL. Thanks to Aishah for giving that for free ;) Terima kasih Aishah.
That photo obviously ain't me. But the meaning of this deepful photography somehow reflects my position currently. In a way, that's how I'll be. Anyways.
Roti John cheese made my Sunday Morning. But I seriously am so unproductive right now. Done with household chores yesterday. Finished cleaning up my closet to remove old clothes that I would not ever thought of wearing them anymore. Maybe I'll be donating them to wherever. Or sell them on eBay and wait for people who will go crazy bidding for my old clothes. Then they would be sniffing away those stinky clothes once they get a hold of them and then then then...
LOL LOL LOL.
I don't know what Im doing, I just feel like LOL LOL and LOL.
LOLOLOLOL.
A friend of mine just prompt me on MSN saying that her mind is totally exhausted. Then she asked me, so what's your Sunday plan, Miss? I said, oh Im just like you, mind totally exhausted, but on top of that, I myself am not too sure cause what I only know for now is that, I won't be hitting out. Cause nobody like, really care. She said,
"You life's really sad"
Exaaaaaaaaaaaaaaactly. But then again, what can I actually contribute for today?
Frankly speaking, I miss being caring. Cheers!
Forget the risk and take the fall. If it's what you want, then it's worth it all. If someone can't stop doing things that you don't want them to do, it only means that they love those things more than they love you.
I don't mind if we were to hold a dead conversation in between the hours, just as long as I could feel your presence. You may never feel how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are. And you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldn’t afford to lose someone I’ve learned to care about so much!
Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.
Sometimes we take for granted the people in our lives that mean so much and when we finally realize that, it can be too late. Take advantage of every minute you have, hold onto and cherish every second. have no regrets and never forget those that made you who you are.
Take a second out to think about this: in your life you search and search for the right person for you. Every time you break up with someone you get one step closer to that person. You should look at moving on as getting closer to meeting the one.
And the main thing I learned? If you aren’t willing to put up with a little pain, you won’t go far.
Tetapi apa yang penting, dia masih tetap ingin bersama dengan kita. Cuma cara hidup kita harus berubah demi masa depan kita bersama. Ade sebab yang juga sukar untuk diterima, tapi kita harus menelan peritnya...
We may no longer attached. But this is what he wants. To change to become a better person individually. We may wanna try our luck and go with the flow until, insyallah few months or 1 more year, if there's no other obstacles coming on our way, insyallah, we will go on to the next level. Engage maybe?
Ya Rabb, berkati dan kuatkanlah perhubungan kami sekarang ini.
& to all my fellow friends out there, please pray and support us.
Especially me, I need alot of support for now.
Eh macam toucing ah post ni :P Siap dengan lagu Ungu some more. Cheers!
Hope you enjoy your Birthday treat.
Knew you'll absolutely like the surprises, as much as I had fun preparing them.
The big bday card, the bangle, the alarm clock, the SubCrew cap, the River Island polo T-Shirt, and that awesome Carousel.
Once again, Happy Birthday Sayang.
I love you.
& thank you so so very the much for that high-waist pant and MJ movie tix! Nanti kita enjoy puas puas wokay! Woohooi!
To add on to that, I managed to grab this 'vespa' for quite a pretty good bargain of $4 aje. It may be small but it looks so real. Tak padan kecik, but it so heavy. Anyhoos, yeslah yes, I suka :D
But, whats better than to end the day by seeking forgiveness with Yan. I shall say, such a pleasent moment to start my 1st day of Raya. I can't wait to show you my bedroom tao ;D
Happy Raya people! Yabadabadoo! Gaya mesti mau lebih orait. Syazwana say chao!
